Sunday, September 4

i thought about revamping my blog, but then i decided it was much easier to start afresh. besides, i'm getting damn fed up with blogspot. so.. goodbye, sarahrahrah.blogspot.com! i'm pretty pissed off that i didn't get xanga.com/sarahrahrah. what's more, that bitch doesn't even blog anymore lar. oh well.

anyway, here's my new blog: http://www.xanga.com/frothaganda

if you don't get it, then you're a stupid motherfucker. all right, see you there.

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Saturday, June 25

i know, finally, i'm blogging. and although i know that probably no one is going to read this, i'm still doing it all the same.

school starts this monday, and i'm dreading it like hell. i know i should cherish every second i have in mg, but frankly, school feels like hell right now. it has for pretty long, so it can't just be a phase, can it? i'm sick of everyone around me bugging me to study harder and longer, but i just can't be fucked to. every time someone even mentions studying, i blow up at them. that's why i've been arguing with my dad quite a lot the past few days. i know, i know that i have to start getting serious, but why is it that i can't seem to bloody settle down and get my mind to it? there has to be something wrong with me. i just don't know what.

i wish i could just pause for a while. the holidays just whizzed by without me accomplishing anything. i haven't touched my homework, let alone my books, so basically i'm dead when monday comes around. i'm staying home tomorrow to work on stuff, but i wonder how much i'm actually going to do. i'm the biggest procrastinator anyone's ever had the misfortune to know. i'm not even fit to say i'm stressed, because i haven't even started working. but i am, i'm stressed! that, and the confusion of next year's arrival, and everything else, and i just want to disappear, run away, anything.

there are habits i have that i thought i could get rid of, but i'm not exactly poster child for self-discipline. in my mind, i keep telling myself that tomorrow will be different, but when tomorrow actually comes around, it becomes today, and it's the same old story all over again.

oh well.

on a happier note, i went to watch initial d today! (: i don't know what to say about it, but go watch it, even if it's only for edison chen. and how can anyone resist him?

okay, tomorrow's going to be different. i'm going to try my best to do something. i have to, just to prove myself and others wrong. please be on my side.

chessy's back! i know i was the only one who didn't know, since i hardly come online. no, make that never. but anyway, at least it was a nice surprise. can't wait to see her! but i don't know when that's going to happen, unless she's coming to visit us in school, which i think she might be.

tomorrow, tomorrow.. it is tomorrow, sarah! well, today. please let it be different. please let me be different. please let me finally do what i said i'll do. please?

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Thursday, May 19

yay, it's tv night! OC then one tree hill. chad michael murray overdose, cos he was on trl just now! yum.

i'm trying to book tickets for star wars now, but the bloody website is hanging on me. i'm so excited to watch it! but also kind of sad that it's the last one..

one more week to the holidays! if it can be called that, that is. we have to go back to school practically every day for the first two weeks for all kinds of annoying things.

okay then, better get back to my work.. if i can bring myself to concentrate.

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Sunday, May 15

i'm trying to find edison chen's penis on the net, but to no avail! why?! now now, don't get the wrong idea, i'm not some sex-deprived porn addict. it's just that i read a story in 8 days from some hongkong gossip rag that he took photos of his own dick to impress some girl, cos it's just so BIG. and that's why i wanna see it. kapish?

last night, we went out of africa. that's the annual RDA (dee's dad's charity) dinner. so we saw horses, and some boring singaporeans, and lots of funny angmohs. these people are either too rich or too free, they really go all out with their costumes.. anyway, it was very fun. we even had a dance battle with a group of angmoh ah bengs.. and i like to think we won it.

going shopping again today! yabbadabbadoo!! zouk flea market. someone please help me, i need a cure.

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Friday, May 13

this blog is stagnant. i haven't blogged in a million years! we're doing the DISC quiz in school now, cos today is supposed to be our 'surprise' no-lessons day.

i have nothing to say. i suppose that's why i hardly blog anymore.. my life is a bore! and now all i think about (well, mostly) are clothes! i seriously think i have a problem.. i'm obsessed with clothes. haha, and i've bought quite a lot of nice stuff recently. went to the canadian international school garage sale, and bought two bags and a skirt for 15 dollars in total!

i had better not make this a shoppnig journal..

it's funny how some of us are so worried about our future, and others are so happy-go-lucky about everything. i'm one of the worry-ers.

oh anyway, SCHOOL'S OVER! finally. school's such a drag nowadays, i just wish i could drop out or something.

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Sunday, April 10

we shook the prime minister's hand! cos we went to perform at the opening of kembangan community centre, and he was the guest of honour. so we did our cheerleading routine, and then i saw his face when our stunts went up. i swear, he was absolutely amazed. and then he asked us to take a photo with him, and suddenly all these photographers just appeared out of nowhere, and started snapping away. i've never felt more like a celebrity.

so after that, shumei and i went to meet clovis, mari, tracy, and anderson, for a while, at the new deli along bukit timah road called corduroy & finch. it's really good, though slightly pricey. but the service there is really good.

i got a really nice message from shu just now. i was very touched, shu! really. thank you so so much.

damn sad, i missed laguna beach tonight. and i can't watch it tomorrow. forget it, i'll just download it. but i really want to see stephen and his bitchy girlfriends! haha, it's so much fun.

OH YES. you know yesterday, i went to watch samara with jo and shumei. and there was this guy sitting alone in front of us. and he kept trying to molest me and shumei! he sort of put his hand behind the chair next to him. and first, it was annoying. then it just became plain creepy. and he disappeared a few times during the movie. i think he went to the toilet to.. hmmm. never mind. but it was really scary, cos at one point his hand was like, 5 cm away from my thigh! i had to put my legs on top of jo.. and he kept looking back, it was so weird.

but the movie's alot like dark water. i know it's the same director, but still. the story line and the effects.. oh well, it's still worth watching, i guess.

i'm so behind in my sleep! i've been sleeping really little the past few days, and it feels like shit. and i have to get up early again tomorrow. i wish i could stop time for a few hours, and just sleep. but since i can't..

goodnight!

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Sunday, April 3

i've caught shopping fever once again! just got back from holland v, and let me tell you, sometimes you just don't expect to find such nice things there. haha..

i was in such a laguna beach mood after watching it, so i actually wore sunglasses out! haha. i never dare to in singapore usually. but the sun was beginning to set by the time we reached holland, so it was so wasted.

i'm still really pissed off at the Ministry of Errors, for doing that to us! to think we had our holidays all planned out already. now we have to compress everything, somehow or other, into one short month. argh. actually, i'm thinking about not going for first intake at all.. i probably won't do well enough for prelims to go anywhere anyway. so.. maybe i'll just take 2 months off to work or travel or something. my parents are okay with it anyway. oh well, see how lar.

i've planned what to do after track meet is over. because cheerleading is still holding my life hostage, i need some time to just stop. just for a few days.. and then, it's time to study! oh shit, i procrastinated!! remember i said i would start studying after march holidays? shit. okay okay, after track meet. i mean it, i swear! cross my heart and hope to die.

can someone please tell me how to get tickets for the nkf show? don't ask why i want to go.

i'm dying to do something to my hair, but i can't! i promised myself i'd only cut my hair in june or july.. when it's longer.

recently i've always been getting angry at friends for leaving me out, or something like that. i really don't know why. it's just that i hate being left behind.

i have a new hangout! central at holland v. there are so many things to eat! and it just reminds me of hongkong, so i really like it there. damn, i need a holiday.

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